alboardman: London Animated
This is one of my life goals.
#it’s so sad cause rose was never certain#she was always on the outs about their relationship#maybe he loved her more than just a friend#maybe that’s just how he is with everyone#maybe she’s more than just a friend#maybe she’s nothing but the next one in a long line of companions#maybe he’ll love her like she loves him#maybe he’ll never think about her again#rose’s uncertainty was the most beautifully tragic thing#because although she was so uncertain of his feelings for her#she never gave up#she kept going and didn’t let anything stop her#not her fears .. her heartbreak .. not even a parallel universe#but then we have the doctor#who never once questioned their relationship#he might not have been able to say it to her#because it’s always hard to say those important words#but he always knew in his hearts#maybe at first only one belonged to her#but then later on he realized that no matter how many hearts he has#they will all belong to her (via tinyconfusion)
You’re okay, Anna. I’ve got you.
#if you aren’t an older sibling#you probably don’t understand this feeling#it’s like from the day your little sibling is born#you have a child#you are given the responsibility of being a parent at such a young age#and it’s so difficult and scary#because you have all this work thrust upon you#and people don’t even realize they’re doing it#because you’re the big sibling and it’s your job to take care of your sibling#and you grow up quickly with a younger brother or sister#because in a way they’re an extension of you#they’re your best friend that you didn’t have to work to get#and the worst enemy you did nothing to deserve#but you love them#and they love you#and there’s nothing better#but there’s also nothing worse#because when you f—k up and derp and throw a g—n soccer ball at their head#and they’re on the ground crying#you feel like the biggest piece of sh*t#and when they come to you crying#because someone was bullying them#you see nothing but red#how dare they cause your person pain#and god forbid they get into a position#where they are life-threateningly hurt#or sick#you have nothing and that’s not an exaggeration because you can’t fix them or protect them anymore#all you can do is hold them and cry when they can’t see you so you can be strong when they can
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!
Hey, do me a favor and walk up to the next person you see and tell them they’re ugly. Tell them straight out. Point out all their flaws. Make them feel like sh*t. Go on go do it.
It’s hard, huh? You can’t do it. So why is it so easy to do it to yourself?
Being mean to yourself is just as bad as being mean to someone else.
Writing for me is like getting in the shower, like first I don’t want to and uGGH I REALLY HAVE TO GET MY HAIR WET? NO. but then I do it and it’s like YEAAHH I AM NEVER GETTING OUT OF THIS SHOWER. I feel cleansed and relaxed and ready to play videogames in my underwear.